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Hi there everyone! It has been an extremely long time since I have been on deviantart, and it's safe to say that I am much more active on instagram. Nonetheless, I am considering posting my last couple years of art onto here to get a wider reach since I know some people have stayed here instead of moving to things like instagram, twitter, etc. I feel like dA is a ghost town but in a way that makes me a little more confident to post here xD! Be prepared for some art... also I feel old because this new layout is so confusing for me 8L

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hey everyone, i haven't come onto here in a really long time, if some of you are interested with me posting my content here as well though, i don't mind putting my art on here :0 !

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Character Meme

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Rules:
1. Pick a character, and stay in character.
2. Make your character answer the questions.
3. Tag at least up to 5 people or more.

I am going to pick my boo boo bear woo boo booby wooba Katze ovo
And I am gonna taggggggg :iconghouiink: 8>



1. Have any siblings? (half siblings and step-siblings count >:3)
"I am not a part of a family through blood, since I was not born traditionally. I was though raised by two other people like me, and one of my fathers does have a daughter... but as I recall I have never met her or heard much about her."

2.How many members do you know are in your family tree?
"Again, none of my family is by blood so I do not have this family tree...why would anyone want a tree of their family anyways. That is weird."


3. What is your favorite game?
"If the game is only having to do with technology, I want no part of that... :c the buttons on my telephone are far too small for me to comfortably do the texting maneuver! But an activity I do enjoy doing is throwing my partner around the house and headbutting him till our skulls crack and and and - 0: ! I spent a lot of years as a shut-in working at a casino, so now learning about the outside world has brought out a lot of my personality...and a lot of immaturity I didn't realize I had uvu."

4. How is your love life?
"A lot of words can define my love life, but the most important one is fulfilling! King is really not an easy man to be around for a moment, let alone live with, but there's too many things for me to enjoy about spending time with him. He also has really helped me grow as a person, and despite being a huge puckered asshole about many things- he has tried a lot to show patience even when his personality is in your face and loud and TvT unnecessary. I really enjoy teasing him, or the few times I can get him out his comfort zone since he's too cocky and set in his ways. My favorite times though is when he shows some of his soft side and can be so gentle, like when he is focused on some task at hand. Its so endearing. <v<"

5. Do you have any royal blood?
"Mh well I don't know what you could call my blood being, my blood doesn't match another persons, so in that it could be considered an oddity or a delicacy, but I wouldn't say it's royalty. Thrones and royalty are always doomed to end uvu!"

6. If you could meet anyone, dead or alive, who would you meet?
"Wow, that's a really good question! I never thought about that because I tend to just run in and do what I want <v<... but I would say I would like to meet Koda's daughter Sita and/or Hersha Alabastor. Sita because well, she's been living for a long amount of time as I have been, AND she has had Koda as a father too. So I feel we would be able to really be able to sit down and converse comfortably, maybe shit talk dad, ya know kid stuff 0:. As for wanting to meet Hersha, I just have morbid curiosity as to what kind of person he is. The only idea I really have of him is his brothers Levant and Kitska and I don't know how I feel about either of them."

7. What is your favorite movie?
"I usually like movies like the Marie Antoinette movie because history is interesting, but my favorite movie is actually about a homicidal tire that makes things explode. I forgot what the name was though, but the concept was just so dumb that it was good."

8. Have any secrets?
"I probably do, but I actually have no idea due to a memory block I have 0:. What I do know about my life I am very open about to family and my partner, but I try to keep fears and weaknesses to myself for obvious reasons. But there's probably a lot more beneath the surface even I don't know about. I blame dads that don't know how to be dads oVO!"

9. Creepiest experience?
"I really don't like talking about it, but ever since I can remember I have a reflection that doesn't match. I try to avoid mirrors, but people have them everywhere it seems like. My reflection usually just moves in a way that looks unnatural, the joints bending backwards when moving. It is a mind game though, and tends to show me intense imagery including myself which I will not explain. I have had a lot of bad reflection experiences, which can result in me unintentionally hurting myself due to the psychological trauma that it causes me, but it is for the best that I just stay strong and avoid the imagery, isolating myself as I used to didn't help me grow as a person."

10.Who is the most annoying person you have ever met?
"There are a lot of people that rub me the wrong way, actually King was the first person to annoy me with his cocky smile, inability to keep his phallus in his pants, wasteful nature, aggressive tendencies for NO REASON EXCEPT TO JUST BE A SHITHEAD. But he has calmed down minutely. Slightly. A little bit. uvu..... Somewhat. But there are people that irritate me way more. One of which is Caries, first of all why does such a pathetic man exist uvu hm? Bet you he has that big castle to hide the grass in the back that he's on his knees to eat because he will only be a goat and nothing more....ehem uvu. Then there's Kitska, he's just a hyperactive dog that needs a kennel, he gets King in an even worse behavior, he's destructive, he is always horny and it makes me uncomfortable??? I just really don't understand why he isn't in jail. And lastly uvu mm LASTLY there's my father Cibo, and I really don't have a good enough reason to hate him besides he's too positive and King was really thirsty for him before we got together." INHALES "UVU LOVEMYDADSOMOTHERFUCKINGMUCH."

11. Do you go on social media?
"Absolutely not, there are so many buttons on the screen not including the ones my fingers can't even handle, I can't even take a photo so there's no point. I look at others through my partner's sometimes though and we make fun of them :>."

12. If you're in a relationship who kissed who first :3? (If you haven't kissed that's ok)
 Punches you gently in the throat, "THATSPERSONALEHHE"

13. Anyone you have or had a crush on?
"I cannot remember if I had a crush before the memory block obviously, but within what I can remember now the only crush I have had has been on King and not even going to lie, he was a huge bitch about it at first :'l but he gave in to my cuddly ways soon enough. Can you make your man awoo? I think not."

14. What's the most embarrassing thing you've done?
"Honestly I don't think I am even going to say it, I will just say I was on the carpet and intoxicated and and and I didn't mean what I was saying okay?! KING NEVER LETS ME FORGET..."

15. Are you married?
Twiddles fingers and kicks feet. "No ma'am :v, I am just dating a huge bitch."

16. What's your favorite place to be with your partner/friend?
"Well I like being in the bed with him because those are the times we can really relax and King is willing to soften up. I really enjoy cuddling with him, though when it is hot I have to push him off me during the night because it can be suffocating =v=. I also like going with him to Ama's house because it is just nice to see him so happy with his family, he is a family man after all and I am happy to be a part of it. Another favorite place is actually the grocery store, just because I tease him so much with the stupid red meat he so loves, by the end of the time he ends up getting so fired up and mad I laugh until I am crying." 

17. Who's the person you hate the most?
"There are people that irritate me, but if I had to say there was someone I TRULY hated... hmm. Maybe Cibo, even though I know I shouldn't and am being childish. Just the feeling I get around him feels...disingenuine. I don't like him. But someone I do have the right to hate, and I think I do hate? Probably Ram. While I do like knowing my father has company, I know it isn't good for two selfish entities to get together and be close. It is always about what they want, how are they going to get better around people that are the same as them? Ram considers people favorites, I know he means to be affectionate, but I can't help but feel cold with hearing that term. A favorite? Like a favorite show or a favorite food? It just seems so distanced and as if he views the people close to him as simple objects instead of people. He has also abused King, and I know Lane and Caries are a part of Ram and one day Ram might just devour them again to get his emotions back. It is all incredibly selfish what he has done. Shoving emotions he couldn't handle into people, and once they are able to get on with their life, just snatching them back up as if that life they have paved for themselves means nothing? It is so bullshit. I hate him."

18. What's your favorite food?
"I don't think I have a specific favorite food, but I really enjoy Cuban and New Orleans cuisine made by Lestat. uvu I have gotten really picky over time since his culinary skills are so refined, so now when I go out, I have a lot of trouble enjoying regular food...uvu"

19. What's your favorite weapon?
"I really don't fight seriously, so in a playful sense I like to pick up my bed and throw it 0: ! It just makes a really loud sound, and if it flies out the window and crashes on the ground, it breaks into splinters and looks like a contemporary work of art :v !"

20. What's your favorite prank to pull?
"I don't really think it's a prank, but anything that involves me slapping the shit out of King's dick because sometimes it gets to me too much and can intimidate me :l I am surprised it hasn't come clean off yet"

21. Who's your favorite among your team?
":0 !! A team? For whAT-"

22. Is anyone like a rival to you?
"No I don't think so uvu I would be very competitive though because I ain't no bitch."

23. Favorite celebrity?
"I have no feelings about the celebrities here, but I will say Lestat's favorites are Kesha and Britney Spears. He plays both religiously while he is cooking, and he has posters around the house that Ymir is trying to get rid of but Lestat is too attached to them to let them go. I don't mind since it makes him happy- I do mind when hes playing Tik Tok at 3 am though uvu!!"

24. Got in any fights?
"Actual fights with bad intentions? No I don't think so 0:, I don't really like when people actually fight and they are out for eachothers' blood, its sad, I wish everyone could come together and get along but it seems like every day we get farther and farther away from that goal."

25. Anything to say to anyone reading this?
"OH hi you must want to be friends ! I am Katze, I love making new friends, let me tell you about-"
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Hey, as you all have probably noticed on here and instagram, I have been very very inactive on my accounts. A lot of the reason is yes, because of school- to start the 2018 school year off, not even a couple weeks within the semester I realized that I don't really find art to be a really...fitting career path for me. As other fellow students in an art college know, many classes require you to come up with many ideas and to be creative. That is the basis of being an artist right? Being creative. Showing off that creativity. I feel that is where I lack by a tenfold, I feel my ideas are inferior, and not only that they are extremely hard to get a hold of. Constantly having to be creative and have ideas is where I lack, therefore I felt I cannot be in this career path anymore. So I have been going a couple weeks stressing about a secondary plan since I never had one (at least one that would pay) and I don't know. I have just been taking steps back and realizing how difficult it is to be an adult, and honestly I wish I could revert back to being an irresponsible kid again. 

I have also been lacking with my art in general, I am not sure how to explain it. It isn't that I am not drawing, but I just don't have the confidence to show anything. It all feels lackluster, and second rate. I try to motivate myself and say maybe "hey lets work on something great today!" but those usually end up being the days that I go to class, go back to my room, sleep, stare at the wall when I wake up, and do absolutely nothing until I go back to sleep again. I guess I have lost motivation. A lot of the time it is hard to just pick up the pencil and sketchbook and get into it. I cannot even tell how much harder it is to pick up my tablet, as it has gotten older and gotten more issues I just don't even want to deal with it more than half the time. In short, a mixture of low motivation and a 5-6 month long art block is preventing me from being active with my work. I am trying to work on that. Art does make me happy so I should try to incorporate it in my life more.

Social media I have also found to be quite unappealing lately, as most people do over the years of using a platform like deviantart or instagram. Deviantart itself I consider to be a pretty dead platform, and usually I am only on here to commission others. I tend to just empty my inbox because it's full since I don't check it very often, so I tend to skip a lot of messages on accident, and I apologize for that. Also it's more difficult for me to make a connection with people online recently because I have been doing more irl things, and I feel if I make more friends online, then it will be difficult to give them all the same amount of attention they deserve while also giving myself enough free time to do art, spend time with family and friends, nap, play games, etc. So I have really stopped making very deep connections with people online (besides 2) to save myself, and them, the stress. Not to say we can't ever have small talk and chat though, I enjoy meeting new people ;v;. 

And lastly a smaller thing, I got bad news about my job and a lot of my income won't be coming in anymore, and I really have no idea what I am going to do about it, I have had the job for 4 years I believe now at a small local radio station. I am just hopeful that I don't have to pick up another job. I would like to think I could take a few commissions, but who knows.

I hope everyone is doing okay, despite all the bad that is going on for me, I have also had a lot of wonderful things happen as well. I have a special person in my life now and idk it makes every day more happier to wake up, and go to sleep to.

/Also thank you all for the birthday wishes!/ 
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This will be my digital commission journal for the 2018 year! Hope I can get some commissioners uvu. I take commissions pretty seriously since I know it can be nerve wracking when money is involved! So do not worry, I will likely finish yours soon since I have a small queue, and I should never take longer than 5 months!

Headshot Full Painted - $13 (tell me whether or not you want it transparent)
catch these hans by helbunni  Commission 4 by helbunni  Natz Marinette by helbunni  Commission 6 by helbunni  Commission 2 by helbunni

Halfbody Full Painted - $20 (background +$5)
Sweet Babies by helbunni  AT 2 by helbunni  eh bark bark by helbunni  AT 3 by helbunni  Zib Zib by helbunni AT 4 by helbunni

Chibi Full Painted - $10
PC for Nezusagi by helbunni

Full Body Full Painted - $30

no example as of yet !

Sketches - $6 - $12 depending on what you want 
Luff by helbunni 

Mature Content

Nawwwwwwwwghty by helbunni
  cirice by helbunni  something different by helbunni  cat-tus by helbunni   Untitled Drawing by helbunni

Mature Content

i keep my ass minty fresh by helbunni


Sketch Colored - $8 - $16 depending what you want
LittleChewrrie by helbunni




Current Queue
1 Headshot for L-o-ki
1 Headshots for GhouIink
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